My ataxia has yet to be diagnosed as a condition. It is still a symptom. A symptom I have somewhat embraced, not because I like it but because I own it. Not sure if I have been living in denial or just very positive which I am. But now after 3 months and a lll paperwork has Ataxia on it, I am moving into new territory.
Fear. Either imagined or real I am afraid. My other symptoms have worsened. More fatigue adding to my already tired ass at an incredible rate. Arthritic pain in hands and arms, one leg going numb the longer i stand. I am in no way looking or caring about a diagnosis here on this post. I feel comfortable here expressing my fear.
My ataxia has leveled out. Meaning I am still the slightly drunk ataxic (compared to the totally smashed drunk kind lol) But other stuff is getting worse. I fear MSA greatly.
I will make the best of today. Even if it means doing it frightened.
Thank you for reading. I can only act tough for so long. I am scared shitless.